I would like to say that I am very grateful to the support I have received in writing this blog. From reading the blogs of other survivors I have noticed an admirable attempt to protect the reader from anything that may be triggering in nature. Certainly the last thing I’d like to do is trigger another reader; a fellow survivor.
I’ve come to a point in my journey where I have need for someone to bear witness to my pain. Yes, I have a therapist. Yes, I wish I could tell him directly in his funky southwestern womb of an office – but that’s just not me. I need to practice.
There will be times this blog will be graphic in nature. I have no way of knowing how graphic yet. I make no apologies but out of deep respect for all of you out there I am providing a warning.
I am going to learn how to use jumps – I think that’s what they’re called…so the reader will have to click on a link to see the gritty if they choose. I hope that I don’t lose any of my readers. I hope I have been a source of something beneficial for someone. But the time has come to be selfish.
With abiding respect and affection